I could still remember how Ms. Loyola, my english teacher, made me feel when she discussed about making a reflection paper. I then thought of what to write. Honestly, all I had in my mind was to write about my one and only love – Jesus Christ. I am His princess and He is my prince charming.
Many times in my life, I thought I was so lost and He was so far away. Every night when I pray, I doubted if He even hears me. We have met so many times before yet I didn’t care at all. But suddenly, at the most unexpected circumstance, we met again. I found myself buried 6 ft. or perhaps 60 ft. below the ground somewhere in the largest desert in MY world. Then, this prince charming of mine came into MY world and searched me in the cold and dark desert. He dug me up using his hands. I could see Him sweating so hard, yet He didn’t care. I heard Him calling out my name every second but I didn’t notice Him tire nor did I see Him at the peak of giving up. In that desert, He dug up in places where I wasn’t there until finally, He was successful in finding me. After He found me, He embraced me so tight and it overwhelmed me. How can the prince of the world love me this much? Why would the king of all kings care to look for me and patiently dig the whole desert just to find me? I have hurt this man so many times before yet He told me, “I will love you until you hurt me no more.” I found myself swimming in my own tears, “how can someone love me so much?” I asked myself every day. Later did I know I had fallen in love with him. I don’t remember the exact day I fell in love with Him but one morning, I just woke up realizing that I was undeniable and irrevocably in love with Him. Every day I read his word and talked to him about 101% of my whole day. His love is just so perfect that I couldn’t think of anything else. His love is unfailing and constant. Truly, even if I lost the world, so long as I have my prince, why would I care? I don’t care whoever rejects me because they are nothing compared to Him who accepts me. I have fallen so many times and in my every fall, he helped me stood up yet I took him for granted but this time, I will devote my whole self to him. He is my one true love, my soul mate, my savior. My life is all that I could offer and yet even my life, I don’t consider enough but this is all I have. I would let my every day be a conversation with him and I would let myself be a signboard that would lead everyone to him. I will let my life become a living testimony that He is true, alive and good. No matter what challenges and obstacles I will meet in this world, I would never give up. I would never fear. His love for me will save me. His pure and unfailing love will comfort me.
I have finally found the one who can give me true happiness; a happiness that is beyond measure; a happiness that is too complicated to put into words. He is the reason of my being and truth of my existence, what else could I ask for? Now, if anyone would ask me, “Who are you”, I would then say “I am Jesus’ princess,” then give to the person my warmest smile.
How about you? Who are you?
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